| chilling with adults (30+) is so much fun.
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| turn your head to me, turn
around to face the truth
and watch us in a different light
see our motions combine, you cause
me to sit and
cry until the the sun comes up
theres too much emotion inside
so i give up on finding, this
much i will take
i will move along though i know i
need these frustrated thoughts
to keep myself alive, i
say to myself that i will survive, but
to lie to myself is harder than lying to
you.
some crap i wrote. read the first word of each line. :)
its a part of the song "against all odds" by the postal service
good stuff
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| dammit, when did people stop seeing me as the bitch? now people
think they can just lie to me, flake on me, take advantage on me, step
on me, and talk behind my back?? hell no, im not taking this shit
anymore.
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| life is okay right now... i GUESS
+ im very happy with adrian :)
+ my room is pretty clean now
+ making a little bit of money
- making money SUCKS!! especially when you have to get tons of
staples in your fingers just to get a stupid $7 an hour when you can be
making like so much more on a commercial/movie set AND there's craft
service!!
- school is coming very very sooooon
- my hair sucks and i have no idea what im doing with it
- my friends include adrian and carolina. wow.
- my skin is being so terrible, acne scars all over!! zits!! ahhh fuck.
- stupid sty is still in my eye and it wont go away :(
- because of the sty i cant wear makeup meaning im pretty much really ugly all the time now
- im flat-out broke which means no movies no new lingerie no clothes no
shoes no nada!!!! which leads to me being a complete wreck when i
go back to school this fall. great.
- i have no freakin self-esteem and im negative about everything
- i rant too much.
ps. "sex and the city" is the only thing i look forward to these days.
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| am i the only one that thinks:
1) war of the worlds SUCKED!
2) shakira's "la tortura" is a really good song and the video is HOTTTTT.
3) money is easily spent without you really realizing.
4) ashton kutcher has a nice ass.
so you CAN find nice things at cheap stores..!
crap i got a frickin virus trying to look for the la tortura mp3
i had to delete limewire because i was watching the news and it was saying how hollywood is seriously sueing(sp??) people for file-sharing now so i got really frickin paranoid and shit. damn i cant wait to go to 626 and get boba and shop at santa anita. i miss that mall. fuck the malls over here man. theyre either small and ghetto or really expensive and high-class. dang, my thighs are getting huuuuuge O.O gonna go work out tomorrow :) i miss xanga.
www.makeshiftonline.net
its another one of those xanga-myspace thingies. its pretty new and stuff so barely anyone uses it but i think all of you should go and claim a good name first. and if you do register, remember to put the username "films" as your referrer. mmmkay i think thats about it. my current budget: $128. heh, think that will last me the rest of summer? PLEASE!
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